Wrote this at school, during Geography class and Dutch class...

Life's bloody screwed up
Think I'm some meaningless sob
Seventeen already
Lots of debts, no fucking job
Thinking bout me future
Not much hope left in my so-called life
Dreams are always torn apart
Don't look like I'll ever have a wife...

I keep asking myself 'whyyyyyyyyyy??'
Why am I so goddam shyyyyyyyyyyyy??
Wanna find some wings and fly
But that ain't never gonna happen 'n I just cry.. cry.. cry...

More problems at home
Another pointless fight
Wanna go and walk a while
But I can't clear up my mind
Clouds are appearing
In a cold, dark, empty night
Rain is pouring down on me
'n nowhere can I see some fucking 'guiding light'

I keep asking myself 'whyyyyyyyyyyyyyy??'
Why am I so goddam shyyyyyyyyyyy??
Wanna find some wings and fly
But that ain't never gonna happen 'n I just cry... cry... cry.....

Got back home and
Everything is forgotten and alright
But in me head a voice keeps telling me
'There will be another fight'
Near midnight I finish me bloody homework,
Once again I go to bed late
In bed all I can do is thinking
'Is this me screwed up fate??'

I keep asking myself 'whyyyyyyyyyyyyyy??'
Why am I so goddam shyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy??
Wanna get some wings and fly
But that ain't never gonna happen 'n I just cry... cry... cry.....

What's the USE??
Where's the WAY??
How long do I have to wait??
Kicked out of Kolping
Rejected by the YFU
This is fucking more then just a 'cruel' fate
Inside of me me hatred is burning
'n even though the world's still turning
it's just a matter of time before me hatred

EXPLODES!!