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	Disclaimer : Sailormoon DOES NOT and will never ever belong to me 
in any way . The story though is mine , and I wrote it though the Characters are NOT mine . 
	This work of Fan fiction is about the end of the Moon Kingdom in
Queen Serenity’s eyes . I hope I haven’t copied anyone on the idea though , 
This (may) end up as a series containing everyone`s P.O.V. . Please SEND me 
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			   My last days : Queen Serenity 

	I took a deep breath , another morning had begun here . I stared in the mirror as I put my silver hair into their normal royalty style . My  grayish blue eyes stare at me as I’m doing this . I still hated the style  but no matter . I wore it proudly , as my mother before me and hopefully , my 
beatiful daughter after me . Oh sere , you are so innocent , I’m afraid for 
you .  I’m  afraid of what is to come , I know they are coming . The outer 
planets are being attacked and they are losing at the moment . I knew if 
they ever got past the outer rim , there would be war . There is hope that 
we can win , I know this . <There is always hope no matter what .> I think 
trying to convice myself of that at the moment . I don’t know how they got 
out of their universe into ours but that does not matter , something to dwell about after the war . <Serenity , > My mind tells me < You know you will not live though this war , the Crystal has shown you . > 
<No .> I augue with myself  <No , I will live because my daughter still needs guidance and I won’t leave her without any parents to guide her . That thought brought me back , to her father . He had died , around 5 years back . Sere was only 13 , it crushed her oh so deeply  and me too , but I can’t dwell on that either . I glance at the clock , it shows it is time to go , to start a new day . I walk out heading towards the Throne room , even though I don’t want to go . I know , in my heart that I’ll be confronted with news and I don’t want to know what kind it is . Pluto has either won or lost . Uranus just went under attack last night when I was called in , but everyone has to sleep , so I had slept . My senshi had told me to , sometimes they can be as stubborn as Serena . But on to work . The soldiers  opened the doors to the room . The same sight greeted me as it had for the past , well since I was 18 , a long time ago . I was almost an immortal ,  but I could be killed though . I couldn’t die of natural causes or illness , and sometimes I wish I could . Because , I know it will be my hand that will separate my daughter and me . No matter what . End the end , I will be the one who will .
 	“My Queen ?” It was the voice which brought me out of my thoughts . 
	“Yes , “ I said as I looked up . 
	“Please report .” He took a deep breath , and began . 
	“The Neptune has been attacked , Pluto has sent a distress call to 
Mars for assistance , though they , or any others can`t give anything to them . Uranus , is doing better , for the last report I got , but they are 
slowing losing ground . Saturn has not been attacked yet , but they are 
ready at any time . The leader of this so-called Dark kingdom has shown her face , her name is Queen Beryl . All systems here are in top order , as on the Base station 52431 Delta , Alpha , and Beta.” I gasped at the words Beryl, she had killed him , my husband , Sere’s father . She had been banished from this system and became the leader of the Dark Kingdom ? I think of that name every time I go to bed , I think of what she did to me and my little Sere . 	“Pluto’s Fallen !” A voice echoed through the room . 
	“Saturn’s been attacked !” Silence then . A prayer for the ones who 
had died on Pluto . And another for Saturn to protect them through the attack . I felt the magic around Pluto vanish to make it just a hunk of rock . I didn’t cry for them as some of them were , I couldn’t actually . Setsuna ?
 Where are you ? Why aren’t you helping ? I screamed in my mind . I know she isn’t unfeeling , I’m one of the closest people to her at the moment .  But where was she ? I knew then . She was at the Gate , unable to leave for
 some reason . It stayed this way most of the day , no one else fell and no 
one was attacked . 
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	The ball is two days away . It`s a night to celebrate  Sere’s birthday 
and maybe her wedding engagement to Endymion , the prince of Earth . I don’t know if he will show up , so I cannot tell . But I know that she is hoping with all her heart that he will show up . Knock knock knock , I knock on my  daughter’s door softly . “Coming, “ comes the soft reply . “Mom ?” She asks before she opens the door .  “Come in “ she says and opens the door for me
 to get in . 
	“Hi, what went on today ?” She asked in her cheerful tone . Now 
I know she dosn’t know about the war that is coming this way . “Mom ?” she says after I don’t reply . 
	“Well a normal day .” I say lying through my 
teeth , my mom did this to me during the border wars , like mother like 
daughter I guess . “Mom , what`s wrong ?” I can tell she’s worried by the 
tone in her voice . “Nothing , Sere .” I smile to calm her worries . “So , “ 
I ask , “What happened today ?” 
	“Nothing much either , the sensi were acting a little strange today, 
but that was it .” I knew she was hinding something back , but I didn’t 
ask . Truthfully I didn’t want to ask . 
	“So , are you getting prepard for the ball  ?” 
Her face lit up like fireworks and then went out . 
	“Yep of course ! My dress is ready , I can’t wait till tommorrow !” I 
had to smile at how happy she was . She is so enthisatic about it , but I see
in her eyes worry . About what, though? 
	“What’s wrong?” I ask her  
	“Nothing , Mom , nothing at all .” 
	A small beep emitted from a little communicator luna had given me . 
“Serena , I love you and I’ll see you tommorow morning .” 
	“Love you too mom . “ She said as I headed out the door, towards the 
throne room . 
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	By the time I got there it was chaos . Total chaos . Everyone was trying to get something done as fast as they could , and then hurrying on to their next task . “Someone Report !” I said , loud enough to get someone’s attention .
	“My queen , The outers have all fallen . At the same time we lost com. with everyone .” I nodded , now I could feel the magic dissipating from all the outer planets . Meaning any survivers would die from the air expanding and all the gasses on that planet would go into the city , the gravity would be increased or decressed , and the temp would either rise or fall instantly killing everyone .
	“Neptune , Saturn and Uranus are on a ship coming here . They will 
be here in 4.3 standard hours . “ I nodded . <No , it can’t be happening > my mind screamed . 
	“What about Pluto ?”
	“No one knows where the Guardian is . We tried to contact her for 
help , no response .” 
	“Okay , Keep trying to contact her . Have shuttle bay four ready for the 
Outer Senshi . Also , I want a full report every ten minutes . Understood ?” 
He nodded . I hated sounding like a general , but I had no choice at the 
moment . Hell , I was scared out of my wits for my daughter and for this 
Kingdom . I knew she was going to come here if she wasn’t stopped . And right  now , I was afraid there wasn’t a way to stop her . 
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	I couldn’t belive it when I had heard it . They had stopped coming .
Just stopped . Hadn’t attacked the inner planets yet . It was like they were 
at a standstill , they didn’t know what to do next . I had been up around 20
hours straight when I heard that conclusion . I had a feeling they where waiting for something , and that was coming soon . I was tired , but I refused to sleep . Not while this was going on . I needed to be here , now . If anything happened to any planet in the Silver Millenium  I need to know . But I’m helpless to stop the attacks on any of the planets . I know they will attack and soon , I feared . 
	The outer Senshi made it safely , and I thank God they made it out alive . They were quiet , mourning for their loss in their own way . I asked them to stay  as civilians not to worry everyone . No one knew the outer planets had been destroyed , it had not been made public yet , but there were rumors going about . 
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    I was awake , still . Hadn’t slept since yesterday . One full 24 hours and 
I know I was going to have to make that 48 . The Captain of the high guard , had sent out spies , and they failed . We never got a report from them , but I knew he still hoped as I did . Those were the Best of the best , and if 
they failed to get in, no one else would either . Also we had the Energy 
scanners on full scanning for any, I mean ANY movement in their energy 
patterns . Everyone was mourning for the loss of the MILLIONS of lives lost , and there was *nothing* in all my power I could do to save them now . Yes here on the moon I could - if it ever got that bad - but I couldn’t for the outers , it was too far away . I desperatly wanted everyone to live , yet it just wasn’t possible . I shook my head in dispair , many many of the people who knew were feeling the same way and maybe some of them blamed it on me . I looked at the clock , I’d better head for breakfast or Serena would be worried . I smiled at that thought , though with all the dispair around I smiled . A small one but still it made me happier to know she was quite alive and well . I love her so much , she doesn’t understand how much I love her  but one day with a child of her own , she will . I opened the door to see a fully awake Serena . I expected her to be a chatter box with the Senshi this morning , but she was quiet , calm , Serene . It made me wonder . I shot a questioning look at Venus , leader of the Royal Guard . She shook her head and shrugged, telling me she had no clue . Her head was down , I numbly ate my food as I looked at her , her head down as she ate , like she couldn’t look at me . I motionned to Venus and the Senshi of the Royal guard left . “Sere , what’s wrong ?” Please tell me , I silently begged her . She looked up startled , I know she didn’t notice the Senshi were gone until then . I could tell the Elder Senshi were near , in fact Venus was behind the statue in the corner . I almost glared at her , but I knew
she was there because she was worried . “Nothing`s wrong Mom .” Serena replied  hastily . When I saw her eyes , she looked at me like “why are you hiding  something from me?” kind of look . It surprized me that she knew something was going on but I’m glad she didn’t know what it was . She wouldn’t be prepared  for a blow like this . “Serena something`s wrong please tell me .” Her head turned away so she wouldn’t look in my eyes . “Nothing`s wrong !” She almost screamed her features taking on a little angry look . “Sere ... I love you . “I said . She knew I meant it . I would try to find out after the  ball tonight . I promised myself I would .       
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	I went back to the throne room . It was strangely silent . Everyone who knew was mourning for Family friends and comrades on the outer posts . Then all hell broke loose . “Mars , Mercury , Venus ,Jupiter and Earth have all been attacked !” My eyes were still closed when I heard this . Mostly becouse from everyone seeing the fear in my eyes and the tears that were threatening to fall . But I knew and everyone else knew we were next and there was nothing any of us could do about it until they were here .
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	Mercury fell first . I had expected it , their army was not as 
strong as the others . I turned and went into a small meeting room . I sat
in on of the chairs , my head in my hands . I cried . *I* cried . I let the
tears fall . Everything I had work to keep for my daughter and the world was falling apart in front of my eyes . I felt the magic of Venus vanish . Then Jupiter. There had to be something, anything I could do . It appeared in my hand . There was four left . The Silver Crystal was in my hand . 
	“My queen ?” My head shot up , and the crystal disappeared from my hand . I was looking at Prince Endymion . How long have I been here? I asked myself . “Yes ?” I asked .
	“My queen I ...”
	“What ?” I snapped , everything was getting to me and I know he could see the tears streak down my face . 
	“My Queen , I know the senshi are going to be needed to fight , pleasecan I protect Serena ?” 
	I stood there , in shock mostly over the question he just asked . I 
nodded slowly and said “ Endymion , protect my daughter please I trust you . I don’t know what I would do if she , “ 
	I broke out in tears in front of him . After a moment , when I realized
I was crying in front of him I stopped . 
	“Go to her , the ball shall start soon. Protect her please .” He nodded and left . I stood there for another long moment .  I went to a bathroom that was off this room to clean up . When I came back , it 
was time for the ball to begin .
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	I started off the ball holding my back straight even though I was fatigued . I watched my daughter danse before I felt Mars fall . That left earth . 
	“Luna , Artemis come here .” I called . I hadn’t seen the two all day
and I was worried . “You called ?” A male voice said . I looked down to see 
two cats staring at me . I kneeled a little and they jumped on my shoulders . 
	“Luna , Artemis .”
	“Yes ?” 
	“Go , I need to know when they are here . Please say something to me first , you can get here quicker than any Guard and I will have instructions for you .”
	“Yes .” They both jumped off my shoulders and went about what I had told them to do . I would rather be there myself , but I had to be here not to scare the public anymore than they were already. It wasn’t long until they were back .
	“Luna Artemis , go . Alert everyone that we are under attack . If they 
can fight , fight . Now !” 
	They nodded and were off . I could hear their cries to everyone below to fight . I ran , through the halls , past the statues to the front of the palace . I ran out the doors to stop . Frozen . “No no It can’t be !” I screamed , as I saw
Sere jump off the balcony to be with him Endymion . I heard behind me luna crying “She’s taken them both !” I couldn’t stand it anymore . She had killed Jeff , and now Sere . I was crying .”Serena !” I called to her trying to make her come back to me , maybe she was alive . The tears running down my face , blurring my Vision .
I took out the Crystal , and my wand . “Serena darling , I wont let it end this  way .” A sob escaped my lips . The Crystal connected with the Crescent Moon Wand , 
sending a blaring light through the sky . “I won’t let them take away your 
future .” 
	“ Your majesty , If you use the Crystal you won’t have any strenght
left .” Her voice was wavering and I could tell she’d also been crying . I could  hear Beryl laugh and say something , but I didn’t care . I knew what I had to do , and I couldn’t turn back . I had to save Sere no matter what . She can live , and I’m going to make sure she will . I stood up . I wasn’t crying anymore . I raised the Crystal above my head screaming the three words that activated it .
	“Moon Cosmic POWER !” It was already pulsing with energy , my life energy .
I knew in doing this  I would die but it was to save Sere . She could live and
be happy .I concentrated on the Crystal being sure I didn’t feed it too much energy by accident . I heard beryl scream . I still concentrated . It was though using it . 
I stumbled forward . I layed back against a fallen pillar . It was then I realized , 
I would never see her again . Tears were in my eyes . I was so weak now . It was hard to breathe . But I wasn’t through, not yet . 
	“Queen Serenity Queen Serenity !” I heard someone , it was so hard to tell  who it was . “You won !”
	“You did it !” 
	“You beat ‘em .” 
	I spoke , it was so hard and was shaking a little now . “I trapped 
them all, yes , If i would have destroyed them I would have destroyed Serena and the others too . I will send them all to a new Future on Earth .” I let out a sigh and my head moves over , mostly for me to get the tears out of my eyes .     
	“Queen Serenity why are you so sad ?”  Luna said , I think . 
	I raised my hand up with the Crescent wand still in it . It was so
heavy in my hands . 
	“Because Luna , They won’t remember anything of this time or place ,
and I will never see my sweet daughter again you two either . If evil foces 
try to repeat what happened here today you two will know what to do .” Oh God how I wanted to hold Serena in my arms , to tell her everything was okay , and that I loved her . The tears were falling harder now . I commanded the Crystal to send them to earth . It didn’t take much energy this time . I was  so weak . I wanted to sleep . “I love you  Serena “ I thought “And your in my
heart always .” I then commanded the crystal to send the cats to the future . It was so hard to breathe I was so tired . I gave into my eternal rest . 

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