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Part One: Coming
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This was a beautiful afternoon, the clouds were floating and playing
with the
bright sun light in light blue sky, under the sky was Tokyo in Japan.

After Eriol, Spinal Sun and Ruby moon left Tomoeda, everything turned
back to
the peace like nothing had or would happened.

Tokyo was being covered by peace while always busied at the same time.
Narita Airport too, always had airplanes from every where in the world
visited all
the time.  As usual, today Narita Airport had airplanes landing in
their railway, and
among them was an airplane from Hong Kong.

A lady was walking with a big travelling-bag, out of passenger-outward
path.
She wore red Chinese-style shirt matched with deep blue shin length
fitted
skirt matched with her black hair, pale color skin, delicate made up.
She was
catching males' eye along the path she walked through out of Narita
Airport.

The lady called a Taxi and entered the car.

"Good Afternoon Miss, Where do you want to go?" the Taxi-rider asked in
polite
manner.

She looked at two pieces of papers that were written something.  She
considered
it as her choices for a moment, "Tomoeda, please," she finally informed
the rider
with her strange Japanese intonation.
 

* * * * * * * * *
 

At Tomoeda Elementary School, a long ringing sound was echoing though
out the
school.   Students began to leave their classrooms.  The favorite topic
they chatted
now was about summer vacation, which was coming.

"Tomoyo-chan where are you going to go in this summer?"  Sakura asked
whilst
putting her stationery in her school bag.

Tomoyo was waiting for her dear friend, looked at her and said, "I
still don't have
any plan. What about you Sakura-chan?"

"Father's doing a research, he is very busy.  May be all this summer
vacation, I
guess."  Sakura replied, and turned to Shaolan who was behind her,
about
draping his school bag over his shoulder.  "What about you Li-kun?"

"U-Um?  I-I don't have any plan too," he blushed as he was facing
Sakura.  Tomoyo
only smiled at the situation as she usually was.

After saying goodbye to their friends in class, the kids were starting
to walk out of
their classroom together.  Tomoyo stood near Shaolan whispered to him,
"That is
a good change for you to confess to Sakura-chan, ne?" Tomoyo walked
away from
he quickly to waiting Sakura who was looking at them.   Sakura's eyes
were now
focus on Shaolan's red face.

"Li-kun do you have fever? Your face is so red," she asked, staring at
him,
concerned for him.

"N-No, I'm fine," Shaolan shatteringly replied, seeing Sakura's
beautiful warm
emerald eyes were staring made his heart started to feed red blood to
his face
faster.  When Sakura saw his face grew more red, she paid her concern
for him
more.  Shaolan blushed even more.

<I really wish I have a video carmara here, > Tomoyo thought, could not
help but
smiled at lovely screen in front of her.

The three kids were walking together, passing out of the school gate.
They were
caught and stopped by a female's voice called the name of the boy.

"Shaolan" Elder lady called out little louder than the previous one.
She waving her
right hand, trying to call their attention.

Few students looked at the beautiful elder who wore the red Chinese
style shirt with
long blue skirt and a pink round seem-to-be-a-fish-shape balloon, which
was
floating in front to her. Three kids whirled to the voice's direction.
She smiled,
walking straight to the little youngsters.  Shaolan's eyes winder in
surprise.

"Fuutie-oneesan!?"  Shaolan was surprised by untold arrival of his
sister,
"Why you are here?"  The boy asked, gazing up while his sister
approached them.
Sakura and Tomoyo too, were surprised with the sudden unexpected event
that
visited the boy.

"Do business," she replied the question, light-heartily shrugged.

"When did you came here?" he asked while the two little girls were
listening the
conversation confusingly.

"Just for a hour," young woman began, "I go to your apartment but
you're not there,
I guess you are here.   So I put my baggage in and come to find you."

"How can you know the path?" Shaolan was confused.  He did not notice a
round
pink balloon, which was drifting at the right in front of the elder.

Fuutie pointed at the round pink balloon, "Shiki-chan help me to find
your trace."

"Shiki-chan?"  Shaolan blinked twice, looked at the balloon.   "Aw!"
Then he patted
his one hand on his forehead.  He started to lecture again, but this
time mostly
whispered to Fuutie, tiny frown was between his eyebrows.  "How many
times I told
you don't used the magic creature 'Shiki' in public like this?!"

"Don't be so serious brother, everyone will thinks Shiki-chan is just a
lovely balloon,
see? No one doubted my Shiki-chan."  She smirked.

At last face faulted Shaolan gave up, he sighed.  He never won any
augment with
his four older sisters at least once.  Even he always had a good
reason, however
he always could not talk fast enough whenever he was talking with his
four sisters.

Fuutie looked at the two little girls behind her little brother, "But
why don't you
introduce your cute friends there?"

"Hm?" Shaolan looked up; he turned to Sakura and Tomoyo.  He spread out
his
right hand to his sister to introduce her to the girls.  "She is Li
Fuutie my eldest
sister," she smiled at the girls as Shaolan continued, "This is
Daidouji Tomoyo
and ..Kinomoto Sakura."  Tomoyo could clearly perceive that Shaolan was
blushing while he was introducing Sakura, she smiled.

Fuutie bowed in traditional Japanese greeting gesture to the girls, "Li
Fuutie,
nice to meet you."  Shiki-chan mimicked her, greeted the girls too.

"Kinomoto Sakura"

"Daidouji Tomoyo"

"Nice to meet you," two girls said in union, made a greeting bow back
at the
young woman.

Fuutie bent down to girls looked at Sakura and asked, "Oh! You're
master of Clow
card always Shaolan write in the letters, right?"

Sakura reluctantly nodded, "Y-Yes."  Actually this was a secret but
since the woman
was Shaolan's sister, it no need to keep the true story in secret to
her.

"So, you're Sakura-chan's friend who always recorded videotapes,
right?"  Young
lady turned to another girl

Tomoyo nodded, "Yes," replied and smiled in gentle.

"Wow! I want to see when Sakura-chan catch the cards too, I want to
know how
cute she is when she catch the card."  Fuutie exclaimed in excitement
sharp voice.

Tomoyo's smile became bigger, she said, "If you want to, I will give
the copies to
you tomorrow"

"Really??  Thanks you Tomoyo-chan."   Fuutie twinkled at the girls
cheerfully as
Tomoyo smiled back. "How cute friends you have Shaolan?"  Her little
brother
blushed as responded.

"Okay," elder lightly clapped her hands, regained kids' attention,
turned her face to
the girls. "For a good day likes this, do you all want to eat some ice
cream with me?
I'll pay for you all. But you have to guide me because I don't know
where an ice
cream shop is."  Fuutie smiled brightly to two girls who giggled.

"Yes," girls replied

"Let's go," Fuutie cheerful said.

They walked along the side of street; Tomoyo was Fuutie's side and
Shiki-chan on
other of Fuutie's side, informed the way to the foreigner.  Sakura and
Shaolan were
walking behind them.

"Your sister is so beautiful," Sakura whispered, "You're so lucky
Li-kun," turned to
smile at the boy.  Her cute smile drove Shaolan blushed, his brain took
a quick
holiday.

"U-um," was he could talk, nodded once.

Fuutie peeked over her shoulder at two kids behind her, her lip made a
curve
up and she quickly turned back when the group arrived at a shop.

The group entered ice cream shop, which windows were decorated with
various
colors of flowers and ribbons with sweet smell of ice creams in the
shop.
Customers sat almost all the seat that the shop provided Customers'
faces were
showing that they were enjoying the sweet mood of the shop and the test
of ice
cream they were eating.

The new comers sat down on a bench.  Fuutie and Shaolan on one side,
Sakura
and Tomoyo sat on opposite side.  As a good service that not needed to
call,
a waiter brought menus to them.

The fours looked at menus. At the same time that the four customers had
not made
any order yet, the waiter looked up little staring at a round pink
balloon, which was
drifting still in wonder.  Waiter's eye wide opened when the round pink
balloon
smiled back, moreover it bowed as if it was greeting.

If it was an ordinary animal, the waiter might smiled and admired that
it was so clever.
Withal since it was a balloon in waiter's eye that was a problem.

Seeing the waiter's reaction to the magic creature, Shaolan rapid
ordered, steal
away the waiter's attention from the magic creature, the three ladies
respectively
ordered followed him.  After finished took all the orders, waiter
quickly observed
Shiki-chan once again before left the customers.

Shaolan twisted to his eldest sister, "Fuutie-oneesan, why you still
let Shiki drifting
like this?"  He asked, kept his voice soft.

"Why not? Who'll know besides Shiki-chan also wants to come to Japan
but have to
hide in my baggage all the time when we're on airplane.  Why not let
Shiki-chan
have the joyful trip in Japan? ne Shiki-chan."

Fuutie turned to Shiki-chan for agreeing support her comments.
Shiki-chan
nodded slightly and wheeled to Shaolan staring, glimmer eyes, at him
like a poor
puppy dog bagging for his sympathy.

"Okay," Shaolan sighed in fail.

Sakura and Tomoyo could not help but giggling at the cute sibling, the
eldest
sister absolutely loved to tease her little brother.  But one thing
rushed in the boy's
brain when he heard the word 'baggage'

"Fuutie-oneesan, do you told me you put your baggage in my room in
apartment
before you find me?"  Shaolan asked.

Fuutie turned to Shaolan, "Yes, why?"

"So how can you put your baggage in my room since you have not the key?
I didn't
lock the door?"  Boy confused, as the girls also started to think of
that question.

"Yes, you already locked it," she shrugged.

"Then how?"  For now the three kids were really confused.

"I just used my needle and added some tricks but it didn't open so I
used some
strength, kicked it and it easily opened .  Nothing needs to worry."
Fuutie told as
matter of face, "Thanks for your concern brother." She smiled sweetly
to Shaolan.

A big sweat drops appeared on the three kids' head, speechless for a
minute.
Shaolan stood up with headache sighed. "All right I'll call apartment
caretaker
before she is shocked that you are a theft invades in my room."

Before Sakura or Tomoyo could say anything, he already walked for
finding a
telephone.  <A lot of surprises hit him today make him forget that we
have the
mobile phone, > two girls thought.  As Sakura prepared to stand up to
follow
Shaolan, her hand was caught by Fuutie who twinkly at her.

"Let him, I want some girls' talk to you two."

"Yes, Li-Fuu..Li-san," Sakura perplexed how to termed her.

Fuutie tittering as Sakura sat down, "Just Fuutie is enough."

"Yes Fuutie-san," Sakura nodded.

Elder smiled at girls, turned to looked at Shaolan who was standing in
a line with
few persons in front of him that waiting for using the phone in the
shop too.

"He's change so much," Fuutie began.

"Ho-e?" Sakura confused.

Fuutie whirled to the girls,  "I mean he's more cheerful, not so
serious, reticent like
before he came here."  Her face changed to show more serious expression
made
girls' attention focused on her.  She put her two hand, laced all her
ten fingers and
put it on the table, took a deep breath.

"Since our father died when he was young," she began.  "Mother and we
as his
sisters so much worry about him especially two things.  One is he's the
one who
going to be the leader of our clan.  Even now mother's the leader but
it's just
temporary until he grows up enough.  For that he must learns a lot of
things and
practices terrible hard.  It's much more than a ten years old boy can
take."

Fuutie turned to look at Shaolan again, "That small shoulders must
carry all hope
and responsibility of our clan.  He never has a chance to live or even
acts like other
ordinary children in his age.  He completely aware what is bounding
him, always
used all his effort in it, he's not even complain in addition he does
things well.
But I know, all we know, he feel lonely even he try to hide that
feeling, doesn't want
us to worry about him."

Both Sakura and Tomoyo could tell that the way Fuutie looked at Shaolan
was
exactly the same as the way their family looked at them.  It had
Fuutie's love,
concern, good wish, warmth unmasked in the Li sister's eye.  Smiling
arisen on
two girls' face as they felt warmth reached them.

Fuutie turned to smiling lightheartedly to girls, "I glad that he seems
to happier
here," she bowed at two girls and Shiki-chan did so.  "Thank you for
take caring
of him and be his friends," she said.

Tomoyo smiled and bowed back accepted her Thank while Sakura seemed to
little
startle before she bowed at the elder.  Sakura did not think that she
would received
a formal thank from Fuutie like this.  They did not say anything, did
not want to
interrupt what Fuutie would talk next.

Fuutie continued, "But another thing's so much important...."  She
paused, her face
became darker.

"What's that, Fuutie-san.  If Li-kun has any problems, we'll help him
because he
also help me a lot besides he's our friend too, ne Tomoyo-chan."
Sakura turned to
Tomoyo who smiling nodded to her then looked at Fuutie.  "Yes,
Fuutie-san,"
Tomoyo said.

Fuutie gave two girls a thank smile, "Thank you very much, Sakura-chan,
Tomoyo-chan."  Girls smiled back.

"So what do you worry about? Fuutie-san," Tomoyo asked.

"We afraid that...Shaolan...will........"  Fuutie paused again.  Sakura
and Tomoyo
paid full their attention to young woman.  They doubted what was she so
much
worry about it might be a really big important problem, no matter what
it was they
would help their friend, they thought.

"He will...."  Fuutie hesitated to say the next, motivated Sakura and
Tomoyo
unaware bent forward slightly for listened what she was going to say.

"Be a gay."

Two girls almost slipped down to the floor for what Fuutie's clearly
voice, finished.
A huge sweat drops was on their each other head.  Fuutie crossed her
arms on her
chest as she continued in serious expression.

"He's only a son out of five sibling and only male in our family.  I
have ever listen
from television and read from a book that in his case, he has the high
probability to
become a gay."

"Um, that is a considerable problem for families today," Tomoyo added,
she rested
her chin on her thump and index fingers while another one crossed on
her chest,
the expressions serious think gesture.
 

"Ho!  I can't imagine what does he look if he dress like a girl,"
Fuutie's located her
two hands on her cheeks, shook her head slightly.  Shiki-chan did too,
it seemed to
reflected all Fuutie gesture like a little baby.

"Well, he did, ne Sakura-chan," Tomoyo turned to Sakura who still
confused and
smiled, putting one hand in her school bag.

"??"  Was what Sakura returned

"Did he?!" Fuutie took aback.

Tomoyo picked a photo from her school bag, laid it in front of Fuutie
and pointed at
the photo. "Here Fuutie-san," she said soft voice.

Fuutie, Shiki-chan and Sakura leaned forward for took a clear look.
That picture
had Sakura wore in traditional European costume with hat, she wore as
if a prince.
Shaolan wore a very long skirt, long curl wig match with a crown on his
head.  Not
only them, fairy Naoko, Shiharu, queen Rika, witch Yamazaki, all
Sakura's class
members on the picture.

"That's the photo when we acted 'Sleeping Beauty' in School annuity
day, right?"
Sakura asked, looked at Tomoyo.  She nodded, smiled.

"Wow! Cuteee, everyone's so cute" Fuutie exclaimed in wonder.  "You too
are so
cute, Sakura-chan, I bet you're the prince, right?" she looked up at
Sakura.

"Y-Yes," Sakura's face became redden.

"His role was Aurora Princess, Fuutie-san," Tomoyo stated.

"No doubt, he'll make a very cute girl if he's a gay," Fuutie said
amusingly, two girls
giggling

"Who's gay?" Voice from behind startled Fuutie, Tomoyo speedily hid the
picture.
That was Shaolan came back after finished his business.

"Nothing nothing. We're talking about you always take care of us
specially
Sakura-chan all the time."  Distorted the truth Tomoyo.

"Ho-e?"  Confused Sakura.

"Yes, Tomoyo-chan's right," confirmed Fuutie, she smiled at Tomoyo as
Tomoyo
could get Fuutie's joke at the beginning, they got along together so
nicely though
not sure for Sakura that she could get it or not.

"U-Um," Shaolan blushed intensely, not bothered to question anything
further, he
sat down on his seat.  Fuutie glanced at Sakura then her little brother
and grinned.

"What about your room?"  Tomoyo asked him.

"Caretaker's really surprise, she thinks that a theft invades my room.
When I called
her she was about to call policeman.  Good luck not thing to be
damage."

"As I told you that don't worry anything," Fuutie said evenly, looked
at the waiter
who approached the bench they were sitting and served ice creams they
had
ordered.

The curious waiter gazing at Shiki-chan again, good thing that
Shiki-chan did not
cycled to look back because it was interesting in ice cream its master
ordered so
that effected Shiki-chan was looked like an ordinary balloon, which
drifting
motionless.  Then waiter finally ended the observation, it might be
partially blind,
waiter reasoned, therefore the waiter turned to leave the customers.

After they finished to eat, they said good bye to each another and made
their way
back home
 

* * * * * * * * *
 

Fuutie and Shaolan walked along the street side, arrived to apartment
where
Shaolan lived.  Shaolan stopped in the apartment caretaker's room for a
minute
said something about sorry for complicated things his sister had did
and
introduced Fuutie to the caretaker, this time Shaolan command
Shiki-chan that it
had to pretend to be a balloon and it did.  After finished they left,
walked to
Shaolan's room.

He wondered his room's door was not damaged much as he though, it just
only a
door bolt that seemed to be obviously damaged but all still could be
used, at least
until he bought a new one tomorrow.  Even it was not a right
tactfulness to
appreciate what his sister did, but it was proven that his sister was
great in
estimating of power she used in her kick to create least damage as much
as
possible.

"Fuutie-oneesan, which room does you want to sleep? I'll set it,"
Shaolan asked.

"Oh, thanks brother, you haven't to do it cause I already did it."
Fuutie said in
gratitude.

"You did? Which room?"  Shaolan astonished his voice a bit louder.

"There," Fuutie nodded and point at a room beside his bedroom.  "I want
to take a
bath before dinner time," she informed him.  She walked to her room
picked a towel
and entered bathroom left Shiki-chan outside as it settled down itself
on the
counter bar, which was in main part of Shaolan room.

Shaolan walked to the room that now was sister bedroom, for checking
what would
be needed more and his sister might forgot.  The room was already set
completely
as his sister said.  A bed, bed cloth, pillows, all her outfit was put
in a wardrobe in t
he room, everything was more than ready for Fuutie to stay in.

<No wonder she could find a right way to bathroom, > Shaolan though
before left
the room.

An hour later Fuutie went out form bathroom, wearing her pajamas.
Shaolan was
preparing stuffs for dinner; Shiki-chan was beside him like Kero-chan
drifting
beside Sakura when she cooked.  Young woman walked peered over one of
her
little brother's shoulder to see what he was doing.

"What are you cooking?"  Curious Fuutie asked.

"Ramen," he replied as he almost finished cooking, just boiled noodles
in soup
dinner would be ready to eat.  "Do you want to eat now?"

"Yes, your Ramen is very delicious, I'll set the table," joyful Fuutie
and Shiki-chan
started to set table.....actually Shiki-chan just drifting on its
master's side looked its
master set dinning table.

Shaolan carried a tray of Ramen out off kitchen walked to the table
near to reach
the table.

"Tomoyo-chan and especially SAKURA-chan is very cute, ne Shaolan,"
Fuutie said
half playfully as she stressed her voice on Sakura's name.

He immediately slipped with the tray in his hand when he hard what
Fuutie said
however not lost his balance to allow boiling water boiled himself.  He
quickly
placed the tray on the table, his face red.

When she saw little boy blushed she grinned and said, "I know your
class
performed 'Sleeping Beauty' and YOU WAS AURORA princess, right?"

"Wha.."

"And SAKUR-chan was THE PRINCE, right?"

"How.."

"By the story prince has to KISS princess to wake her up, right?"

"O.."

"I wonder did prince SAKURA gave a REAL KISSED to Princess SHAOLAN?"

"Onee.."

<It's fun to tease him, > Fuutie enjoyed, not let him a chance to
protest her.  "Do
you like Sakura-chan?"  She paused, bent down face on boy's eye level,
and
grinned evilly, "or.."  She looked up like she thought the exactly word
which named
the feeling, which much more than 'like'

"LOVE?"  She finished.

Shaolan blushed even deeper, now his face was the same color of tomato
source
that located at the center of dinning table.

"Do you told Sakura-chan that YOU LOVE HER?" Fuutie stopped, waiting
for answer
but answer her little brother gave her was silence and blushed even
deepen.  She
grinned, all things was easy to obvious and understood.

"I guess you haven't told her YOU LOVE HER."   She stressed, over
stressed every
word that enforced boy's heart danced faster and she succeeded as his
face
turned red much enough to make not-really-knew-what-was-going-on
Shiki-chan
startled.

Fuutie enjoyed the moment of terrible embarrassment of little brother
for a while,
she never ever seen him embarrassed till today and she knew that was
meant her
brother was falling in love with a girl.

Sudden her face became darker exactly the same whenever she though that
what
was bounding her little brother from ordinary happiness that everyone
could get if
that person had not to take whatever her little brother must take.
This was not fun if
considered of what she was going to tell him

Again Fuutie tried to control her face.

"Shaolan," Fuutie called him as he lifted his red face looked at her.
Shaolan looked
at the face of the woman who teller than he.  He saw Fuutie's facial
expression
changed, to the warm smiled to him like his mother always did.

She knelt down in front of the little youngster, looked deep in his
eyes as
concerned on her face, she took a deep breath.

"Shaolan," she began, "All Clow cards was collected, right?"  She said
every word
softly but totally clear, her face was serious still.

He hesitantly nodded lightly, staring still on the face in front of
him.

"The judgement from Yue was done, changing of Clow cards was completed,
Clow
Reed's reincarnation, what was his purposes and he achieved it, right?"

He nodded again.

"Do you remember your real purpose when you came here was?" Her face
was
delicate like Chinese goddess soft, warm, gentle.  She tried her best
to do it

Chill dashed, stubbed through his backbone like he knew what was Fuutie
going to
tell him.  He could do nothing but wryly nodded and tried to utter his
voice from his
dry throat.  He gulped looked down on the floor his heart beat faster.

"...S-Seal Clow card to prevent the d-disaster," he replied but his
voice like whisper
than talking.  Red color of life, of embarrassment, which was on his
face minute
ago, was all vanished, his face pale. His hands were clenched to be
fists.

"All things was done, no any diastase happen, Shaolan, our real purpose
was
done, you did the excellence job.  For the duty you must stay in Japan
for a year,
we're so proud of you."  Fuutie gentle patted his head lovingly,
starring in his eyes.
"I know you miss home and we do.  Especially mother, she really think
of you so
she quickly sent me here for takes you back, to our home, Shaolan."

Every word was clear, it was clear enough to cause he gasped for taking
an
oxygen because he felt was difficult to breath.  He gasped because he
heard
something he did not want to.

Not like he did not miss his family, he missed his mother, all his four
elder sisters,
when he saw Fuutie was here in Japan, he was so glad even he did not
show it out.
He did not want to leave Japan because someone bounded his heart

But since he was 'Li Shaolan' who was bounded by all responsibility and
hope of
his clan.  He must learn a lot of thing and practiced so terrible
heard, as the matter
of Fuutie's every word nothing less than that in ordered to be the
leader of clan.

Shaolan's brain was blanked, he did not want to think but it dashed in.
He knew,
always knew what his sister told him would happen but it still....hurt.
Hurt
becaused of he was bounded by family responsibilyty as he was Li not
his family.

For Fuutie, she knew lie or pretending, refused the truth would not
help, It would
much hurt if he knew at ending.  Her naive little brother hurt, she
knew went away
from his friends, ......from Sakura-chan, it was hurt.  He bound with
Japan more
than she thought.

Saw little boy was standing still, glancing on the floor, two fists
lightly shook.  She
felt more than terrible pity to him.  Her dear ten years old brother
was hurt by her
words.  She felt herself not less than demon that made the boy hurt.

Fuutie leaned forward, used her two hands hugged him, consoling her
little brother
was all she could does now as Shaolan did not resisted and but not
hugged back.

"When we'll go?" Evenly tone in boy's voice asked.

"One week from now," Fuutie said clammily.

"Um," he accepted.  Shaolan gentle pulled his sister out released
himself.

Eldest sister could see her little brother. He was crying but did not
had any noise of
sniffling or sobbing, had no tear on his face, no emotion, his face
just blanked that
was the way he cried.  Lament? Frustration? Or glad for coming home?
She did not
know but she could understand that he......shocked.  Her eyes follow
the boy as
he walked toward his bedroom.

"Where did you go?"  Fuutie asked worrying.

"I want some rest," his voice nearly whispered.

"S-Shaolan," Fuutie paused, thought about she must talk something but
what.
"Wha-What about dinner?"  Asked Fuutie, <Why did I say that silly
thing??> She
rebuked herself.

"I'm not hungry, goodnight Fuutie-oneesan," the last sentence was out
as Shaolan
closed the door of his bedroom faintly.
 
Fuutie sighed, <I want this news surprise him but it's not what I
want..>  She looked
at Shaolan through the door of his bedroom, her eyes was sad.
<Poor brother, he upset more than I though.  He didn't open his mouth
to protest, I
guess he even didn't think an excuse to live here.>
 

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In bedroom, Shaolan lied on his bed, still awake, he did not turn on
the light in his
bedroom.  He was staring out to through window in his room, staring at
stars that
were twinkling, esteeming their starlight against the moon and the sky
in the night.
He did not think anything just staring.

For Shaolan, he was....shocking by the new hit him like a thunderbolt.

He was tied by two bounds that he considered worthily than himself but
he already
made his decision.

Decision that he had no other choice to choose.

The decision would be what he recognized of it for a long time, the
decision that
was honor and pride of the family.

Even that decision was scrambling his friend from him.  He knew all his
classmate
in school was good person and be his friends.  Not like Hong Kong that
just
respected him, almost feared of him because of his family's reputation,
they put
him on alter above their heads, that was so....lonely.

Even that decision was scrambling his heart from him tore him from his
first love.

But he could not let self-fish of his own happiness enclosed his mind,
his mother,
his family thought of him, everyone was waiting for him to go back.  He
must do
that decision was because he was born as Li's members but his life he
got was not
his life.

One thing that he thought it was good now was he did not confessed his
feeling to
Sakura yet, if he did it might hurt even more than he was.
 

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Bubbling with Mee-na about the story:

Hello! All dear reader, as I must said this is my first CCS fiction&
first fiction that I
succeed to send it to home page. ^-^  So it might not good as others
but I will try
to improve myself, as CLAMP's thick fan I swear next will coming in few
mouth,
in case that is so late & I have an exam.
(your comment & complementary will help me a lot, ) For the story,
well, I think
I want this fiction to be one short but it long than I thought and I
don't think it will
be somewhat almost dark like this.   What about you? What do you think
with this?
Let me know, don't be shy, your comment is very important for my life,
even your
want some chat with me about his story also very important with me than
you think,
you know.

     Hardest things of thins part??
Um..How Fuutie will tell Shaolan and What Shaolan reacted,  were
hardest.  I used
almost 6-7hours for changed and considered it and changed back and
considered it.  What you have read is somehow darker than another one.

Anyway, Your chitchat with this story, your comment, etc are very
welcome
and very important to my life >_<    Pleaseeee, at least if you pity me
enough

Contract me directly at my home here : meen@asiaaccess.net.th
Contract me indirectly here: mee-na@comic.com

Well, thank for read my fiction and my blubbering
Till next time take good care of yourself
God Bless You
Mee-na