Every thought that I repent there's another chip you haven't spent
And you're cashing them all in
Where do we begin to get clean again,
can we get clean again
I walk home alone with you
And the mood you're born into
Sometimes you let me in and I take it on the chin
I can't get clean again,
I want to know, can we get clean again
The God of Wine comes crashing through the headlights of a car
that took you farther than you thought
you'd ever want to go
We can't get back again,
We can't get back again
She takes a drink and then she waits
the alcohol it permeates
And soon the cells give way,
and cancels out the day
I can't keep it all together
I know...I can't keep it all together
And the siren's song that is your madness
Holds a truth I can't erase, all alone on your face
Every glamorous sunrise
throws the planets out of line
A star sign out of whack, a fraudulant zodiac
And the God of Wine is crouched down in my room
You let me down, I said it
Now I'm going down, and you're not even around
And I said no...I can't keep it all together
I know...I can't keep it all together
And theres a memory of a window
looking through I see you
Searching for something I could never give you
And theres someone who understands you
more than I do
A sadness I can't erase, all alone on your face